Programmed Communication During Experiences With DMT

Psychedelic Review

No. 8, 1966

by Timothy Leary

During the first two years of the Harvard
Psychedelic Research Project rumors circulated about a "powerful"
psychedelic agent called dimethyltrptamine: DMT. The effect of this substance
was supposed to last for less than an hour and to produce shattering,
terrorizing effects. It was alleged to be the nuclear bomb of the psychedelic
family.

The Hungarian pharmacologist, Stephen Szara, first
reported in 1957 that N,N-Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) and N,N-Diethyltryptamine (DET)
produced effects in man similar to LSD and mescaline. The only difference was in
duration: whereas LSD and mescaline typically last 8 to 10 hours, DMT lasted
from 40 minutes to 1 hour and DET from 2 to 3 hours. The higher homologues,
dipropyltryptamine and dibutyltryptamine, were also said to be active but less
potent. The parent substance, tryptamine, by itself has no effect. Chemically,
DMT is closely related to psilocybin and psilocin (4-hydroxy-N-dimethyltryptamine),
as well as to bufotenine (5-hydroxy-N-dimethyltryptamine). The mechanism of
action of DMT and related compounds is still a scientific mystery. Like LSD and
psilocybin, DMT has the property of increasing the metabolic turnover of
serotonin in the body. An enzyme capable of converting naturally-occurring
tryptamine to DMT has recently been found in some mammalian tissue; this
suggests that mechanisms may exist whereby the body converts normally-occurring
substances to psychedelic compounds. (1,2,3,4,5)

DMT has been identified as one of the ingredients
in the seeds of Mimosa hostilis, from which the Pancaru Indians of
Pernambuco, Brazil, prepare an hallucinogenic beverage they call vinho de
Jurumena
. It is also, along with bufotenine, one of the ingredients in the
seeds of Piptadenia peregrina, from which the Indians of the Orinoco
Basin and of Trinidad prepare an hallucinogenic snuff they call yopo. (6)

William Burroughs had tried it in London and
reported it in the most negative terms. Burroughs was working at that time on a
theory of neurological geography -- certain cortical areas were heavenly, other
areas were diabolical. Like explorers moving into a new continent, it was
important to map out the friendly areas and the hostile. In Burroughs'
pharmacological cartography, DMT propelled the voyager into strange and
decidedly unfriendly territory.

Burroughs told a gripping tale about a
psychiatrist in London who had taken DMT with a friend. After a few minutes the
frightened friend began requesting help. The psychiatrist, himself being spun
through a universe of shuttling, vibratory pigments, reached for his hypodermic
needle (which had been fragmented into a shimmering assemblage of wave mosaics)
and bent over to administer an antidote. Much to his dismay his friend, twisting
in panic, was suddenly transformed into a writhing, wiggling reptile, jewel-encrusted
and sparkling. The doctor's dilemma: where to make an intravenous injection in a
squirming, oriental-martian snake?

Alan Watts had a DMT story to tell. He took the
drug as part of a California research and had planned to demonstrate that he
could maintain rational control and verbal fluency during the experience. The
closest equivalent might be to attempt a moment-to-moment description of one's
reactions while being fired out the muzzle of an atomic cannon with neon-byzantine
barreling. Dr. Watts gave an awe-full description of perceptual fusion.

In the fall of 1962, while giving a three-day
series of lectures to the Southern California Society of Clinical Psychologists,
I fell into discussion with a psychiatrist who was collecting data on DMT. He
had given the drug to over a hundred subjects and only four had reported
pleasant experiences. This was a challenge to the set-setting hypothesis.
According to our evidence, and in line with our theory, we had found little
differentiation among psychedelic drugs. We were skeptically convinced that the
elaborate clinical differences allegedly found in reactions to different drugs
were psychedelic folk tales. We were sticking to our null hypothesis that the
drugs had no specific effect on consciousness but that expectation, preparation,
emotional climate, and the contract with the drug-giver accounted for all
differences in reaction.

We were eager to see if the fabled "terror-drug,"
DMT, would fit the set-setting theory.

A session was arranged. I came to the home of the
researcher, accompanied by a psychologist, a Vedanta monk and two female friends.
After a lengthy and frinedly discussion with the physician, the psychologist lay
down on a couch. His friend's head rested on his chest. I sat on the edge of the
couch, smiling in reassuring expectation. Sixty mg. of DMT were administered
intramuscularly.

Within two minutes the psychologist's face was
glowing with serene joy. For the next twenty-five minutes he gasped and murmured
in pleasure, keeping up an amused and ecstatic account of his visions.

"The faces in the room had become billion-faceted
mosaics of rich and vibrant hues. The facial characteristics of each of the
observers, surrounding the bed, were the keys to their genetic heritage. Dr. X (the
psychiatrist) was a bronzed American Indian with full ceremonial paint; the
Hindu monk was a deep soulful middle-easterner with eyes which were at once
reflecting animal cunning and the sadness of centuries; Leary was a roguish
Irishman, a sea captain with weathered skin and creases at the corners of eyes
which had looked long and hard into the unsee-able, an adventurous skipper of a
three-masted schooner eager to chart new waters, to explore the continent just
beyond, exuding a confidence that comes from a humorous cosmic awareness of his
predicament -- genetic and immediate. And next to me, or rather on me, or rather
in me, or rather more of me -- Billy. Her body was vibrating in such harmony
with mine that each ripple of muscle, the very coursing of blood through her
veins was a matter of absolute intimacy...body messages of a subtlety and
tenderness both exotically strange and deliciously familiar. Deep within, a
point of heat in my groin slowly but powerfully and inevitably radiated
throughout my body until every cell became a sun emanating its own life-giving
fire. My body was an energy field, a set of vibrations with each cell pulsing in
phase with every other. And Billy, whose cells now danced the same tune, was no
longer a discrete entity but a resonating part of the single set of vibrations.
The energy was love."

Exactly twenty-five minutes after administration,
the psychologist smiled, sighed, sat up swinging his legs over the side of the
couch and said, "It lasted for a million years and for a split-second. But
it's over and now it's your turn."

With this reassuring precedent, I took up
position on the couch. Margaret sat on the floor holding my hand. The
psychologist sat at the foot of the couch, radiating benevolence. The drug was
administered.

The First DMT Experience

"My experience with DMT occurred in the most
favorable setting. We had just witnessed the ecstatic experience of my colleague
and the radiance of his reaction provided a secure and optimistic background. My
expectations were extremely positive.

"Five minutes after i.m.njection, lying
comfortably on the bed, I felt typical psychedelic onset symptoms -- a pleasant
somatic looseness, a sensitive tuning-in to physical sensations.

"Eyes closed...typical LSD visions, the
exquisite beauty of retinal and physical machinery, transcendence of mental
activity, serene detachment. Comforting awareness of Margaret's hand and the
presence of friends.

"Suddenly I opened my eyes and sat up... the
room was celestial, glowing with radiant illumination... light, light, light...
the people present were transfigured... godlike creatures... we were all united
as one organism. Beneath the radiant surface I could see the delicate, wondrous
body machinery of each person, the network of muscle and vein and bone --
exquisitely beautiful and all joined, all part of the same process.

"Our group was sharing a paradisial
experience -- each one in turn was to be given the key to eternity -- now it was
my turn, I was experiencing this ecstasy for the group. Later the others would
voyage. We were members of a transcendent collectivity.

"Dr. X coached me tenderly... handed me a
mirror where I saw my face a stained-glass portrait.

"Margaret's face was that of all women --
wise, beautiful, eternal. Her eyes were all female eyes. She murmured exactly
the right message. 'It can always be this way.'

"The incredible complex-unity of the
evolutionary process -- staggering, endless in its variety -- why? Where is it
going? etc., etc. The old questions and then the laughter of amused, ecstatic
acceptance. Too much! Too great! Never mind! It can't be figured out. Love it in
gratitude and accept! I would lean forward to search for meaning in Margaret's
china-flecked face and fall back on the pillow in reverent, awed laughter.

"Gradually, the brilliant illumination faded
back to the three-d world and I sat up. Reborn. Renewed. Radiant with affection
and reverence.

"This experience took me to the highest
point of LSD illumination -- a jewel-like satori. It was less internal and more
visual and social than my usual LSD experiences. There was never a second of
fear or negative emotion. Some moments of benign paranoia -- agent of the divine
group, etc.

"I am left with the conviction that DMT
offers great promise as a transcendental trigger. The brevity of the reaction
has many advantages -- it provides a security in the knowledge that it will be
over in a half hour and should make possible precise exploration of specific
transcendental areas."

The Set And Setting For The Programmed Experience

Immediately after my first DMT voyage the drug was
administered to the Hindu monk. This dedicated man had spent fourteen years in
meditation and renunciation. He was a sannyasin, entitled to wear the
sacred saffron robe. He has participated in several psychedelic drug sessions
with extremely positive results and was convinced that the biochemical road to samadhi
was not only valid but perhaps the most natural method for people living in a
technological civilization.

His reaction to DMT was, however, confusing and
unpleasant. Catapulted into a sudden ego-loss, he struggled to rationalize his
experience in terms of classic Hindu techniques. He kept looking up at the group
in puzzled helplessness. Promptly at twenty-five minutes he sat up, laughed, and
said, "What a trip that was. I really got trapped in karmic
hallucinations!"

The lesson was clear. DMT, like the other
psychedelic keys, could open an infinity of possibilities. Set, setting,
suggestibility, temperamental background were always there as filters through
which the ecstatic experience could be distorted.

On return to Cambridge, arrangements were made
with a drug company and with our medical consultant to run a systematic research
on the new substance. During the subsequent months we ran over one hundred
sessions -- at first training exercises for experienced researchers and then
later trials with subjects completely inexperienced in psychedelic matters.

The percentage of successful, ecstatic sessions
ran high -- over ninety percent. The set-setting hypothesis clearly held for DMT
in regard to positive experiences. But there were certain definite
characteristics of the DMT experience which were markedly different from the
standard psychedelics -- LSD, psilocybin, mescaline. First of all, the duration.
The eight-hour LSD transformation was reduced to around thirty minutes. The
intensity was greater as well. This is to say, the shattering of learned form
perception, the collapse of learned structure was much more pronounced.
"Eyes closed" produced a soft, silent, lightning fast, whirling dance
of incredible cellular forms -- acre upon acre, mile upon mile of
softly-spinning organic forms. A swirling, tumbling, soft rocket-ride through
the factory of tissue. The variety and irreality of the precise, exquisite,
feathery clockwork organic machinery. Many LSD subjects report endless odysseys
through the network of circulatory tunnels. Not with DMT, but rather a
sub-cellular cloud-ride into a world of ordered, moving beauty which defies
external metaphor.

"Eyes open" produced a similar collapse
of learned structure -- but this time of external objects. Faces and things no
longer had form but were seen as a shimmering play of vibrations (which is what
they are). Perception of solid structures was seen to be a function of visual
nets, mosaics, cobwebs of light-energy.

The transcendence of ego-space-time was most
often noticed. Subjects frequently complained that they became so lost in the
lovely flow of timeless existences that the experience ended too soon and was so
smooth that landmarks were lacking to make memory very detailed. The usual
milestones for perception and memory were lacking! There could be no memory of
the sequence of visions because there was no time -- and no memory of structure
because space was converted into flowing process.

To deal with this problem we instituted
programmed sessions. The subject would be asked every two minutes to respond, or
he would be presented with an agreed-upon stimulus every two minutes. The
landmarks would, in this way, be provided by the experimenter -- the temporal
sequence could be broken up into stages and the flow of visions would be divided
into topics.

As an example of a programmed session using DMT,
let us consider the following report: The plan for this session involved the
experiential typewriter. This device, which is described in a previous article
(7) is designed to allow non-verbal communication during psychedelic sessions.
There are two keyboards with ten buttons for each hand. The twenty keys are
connected to a twenty-pen polygraph which registers an ink mark on a flowing
roll of paper each time a key is struck.

The subject must learn the codes for the range of
experience before the session and is trained to respond automatically,
indicating the area of his consciousness.

In this study it was agreed that I would be
questioned every two minutes, to indicate the content of my awareness.

The session took place in a special session room,
eight-by-twenty, which was completely covered, ceiling, walls and floor, by
warm, colorful India prints. The session followed the "alternating
guide" model: another researcher, a psychopharmacologist, was to act as
interrogator for my session. The pharmacologist was then to repeat the session
with Leary as interrogator.

At 8:10 p.m. I received 60 mgs of DMT.

The Second DMT Experience

Lay back on mattress, arranging cushions... relaxed
and anticipatory... somewhat amused by our attempt to impose time-content
mileposts on the flow of process... soft humming noise... eyes closed...
suddenly, as if someone touched a button, the static darkness of retina is
illuminated... enormous toy-jewel-clock factory, Santa Claus workshop... not
impersonal or engineered, but jolly, comic, light-hearted. The evolutionary
dance, humming with energy, billions of varigated forms spinning, clicking
through their appointed rounds in the smooth ballet...

MINUTE 2. TIM: WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Ralph's voice,
stately, kind... what? where? You?... open eyes... there squatting next to me
are two magnificent insects... skin burnished, glowing metallic, with hammered
jewels inlaid... richly costumed, they looked at me sweetly... dear, radiant
Venutian crickets... one has a pad in his lap and is holding out a gem-encrusted
box with undulating trapezoidal glowing sections... questioning look...
incredible... and next to him Mrs. Diamond Cricket softly slides into a
lattice-work of vibrations... Dr. Ruby-emerald Cricket smiles... TIM WHERE ARE
YOU NOW... moves box towards me... oh yes... try to tell them... where... At
two minutes, the subject was smiling with eyes closed. When asked to report he
opened his eyes, looked at the observers curiously, smiled. When the orientation
question was repeated he chuckled, moved his finger searchingly over the
typewriter and (with a look of amused tolerance) stabbed at the "cognitive
activity" key. He then fell back with a sigh and closed his eyes.
Use
mind... explain... look down at undulating boxes... struggle to focus... use
mind... yes COGNITIVE... there...

Eyes close... back to dancing workshop... joy...
incredible beauty... the wonder, wonder, wonder... thanks... thanks for the
chance to see the dance... all hooked together... everything fits into the
moist, pulsating pattern... a huge grey-white mountain cliff, moving, pocked by
little caves and in each cave a band of radar-antennae, elf-like insects merrily
working away, each cave the same, the grey-white wall endlessly parading by...
infinity of life forms... merry erotic energy nets...

MINUTE 4. TIME, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Spinning out
in the tapestry of space comes the voice from down below... dear kindly
earth-voice... earth-station calling... where are you?... what a joke... how to
answer... I am in the bubbling beaker of the cosmic alchemist... no, now
softly-falling star dust exploding in the brances of the stellar ivory birch
tree... what?... open eyes... oh dear lapidary insect friends... Ralph and Susan
beautiful orange lobsters watching me gently... faces shattered into
stained-glass mosaic... Dr. Tiffany Lobster holds out the casket of trapezoidal
sections... look at glowing key... where is Venutian ecstasy key?... where is
key for the stellar explosion of the year 3000?... EXTERNAL PROCESS IMAGES...
yes... hit the key... timble back to Persepolic pulse... At four minutes the
subject was still smiling with eyes closed. When asked to report, he opened his
eyes and laughed. He looked at the observers with twinkling eyes, studied the
keyboard of the experiential typewriter and pressed the EXTERNAL PROCESS IMAGE
key. He then fell back and closed his eyes.

How nice... they are down there... waiting... no
words up here to describe... they have words down there... see rolling waves of
colored forms whirling up, bouncing jolly... where do they come from... who is
architect... merciless... each undulating dancing factory devouring other...
devouring me... pitless pattern... what to do... terror... ah let it come... eat
me... whirl me up in the ocean of snowflake mouths... all right... how it all
fits together... auto-pilot... it's all worked out... it's all on auto-pilot...
suddenly my body snaps and begins to disintegrate... flow out into the river of
energy... good-bye... gone... I that was is now absorbed in electron flash...
beamed across star space in orgasm pulses of particle motion... release...
flashing light, light, light...

MINUTE 6. TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Earth voice
calling... you there, meson hurdling in nuclear orbit... incorporate... trap the
streaking energy particle... slow down... freeze into body structure...
return... with flick of open eye the nuclear dance suddenly skids into static
form... see two lcusters of electrons shimmering... the Ralph galaxy calling...
the Mrs. Ralph galaxy smiling... the energy dance caught momentarily in friendly
robot form... hello... next to them a candle flame... center of million-armed
web of light beams... the room is caught in a lattice of light-energy...
shimmering... all vision is light... there is nothing to see but light waves...
photons reflected from Ralph's quizzical smile... awaits the answer... photons
bouncing off the quivering keys of the typewriter... how easy to beam a radio
message down... finger taps EXTERNAL PROCESS IMAGES... At six minutes the
subject had just finished frowning in what seemed like a passing fear or
problem. When contacted to report, he glanced around the room and without
hesitation pressed the EXTERNAL PROCESS KEY. He then closed his eyes.

Eyes closed but after-image of candle-flame
remains... eyeballs trapped in orbit around internal light center... celestial
radiance from the light center... light of sun... all light is sun... light is
life... live, lux, luce, life... all is a dance of light-life... all life is the
wire... carrying light... all light is the frail filament of the light... solar
silent sound... beamed out from sun-flare... light-life...

MINUTE 8. TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? In the heart of
the sun's hydrogen explosion... our globe is light's globe... open eyes drape
curtain over sun flare... open eyes bring blindness... shut off internal
radiance... see chiaroscuro God holding shadow box... where is life?... press
WHITE LIGHT KEY. At eight minutes the subject, who had been lying motionless
against the cushions, opened his eyes. His expression was dazed, surprised.
Without expression he pressed key for WHITE LIGHT.

Keey eyes open... fixed... caught...
hypnotized... whole room, flowered walls, cushions, candle, human forms all
vibrating... all waves having no form... terrible stillness... just silent
energy flow... if you move you will shatter the pattern... all remembered forms,
meanings, identities meaningless... gone... all is a pitiless emanation of
physical waves... phenomena are television impulses crackling across an
interstellar program... our sun is one point on an astrophysical television
screen... our galaxy is a tiny cluster of points on one corner of the TV
screen... each time a supernova explodes it is simply that point on the screen
changing... the ten billion year cycle of our universe is a millisecond flash of
light on the cosmic screen which flows endlessly and swiftly with images...
sitting motionless... not wishing to move, to impose motion on the pattern...
motionless in speed-of-light motion...

MINUTE 10. TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Ground-tower
beaming up navigational query... flood of amazed love that we can contact
each other... we do remain in contact... where was that cluster then...
hallucinating... science-fiction metaphors... where is key... there... EXTERNAL
HALLUCINATIONS... From eight to ten minutes the subject sat motionless, eyes
open in a trance-like state. There was no attempt to communicate. When contacted
he moved slowly but surely and pressed the EXTERNAL HALLUCINATIONS KEY.

Quotes from the Research Questionnaire filled out
after the session: loss of space-time... merging with energy flux... seeing all
life forms as physical waves... loss of body... existence as energy... awareness
that our bodies are momentary clusters of energy and that we are capable of
tuning in on patterns of non-organic patterns... certaintly that life processes
are on "auto-pilot"... there is nothing to fear or worry about... a
feeling of freedom to go back and "freeze" the energy process
momentarily in the old ego-robot... a reminder of the infinite unfolding
complexity and endlessness of the life process... sudden understanding of the
meaning of terms from Indian philosophy such as "maya,"
"maha-maya," "lila"... insight into the nature and varieties
of transcendental states... the void-white-light-content-less,
meta-life-inorganic ecstasy... the
Kundalini-life-force-biological-squirming-moist-sexual organic ecstasy... the
singing-genetic-code-blueprint-temporary-structuring-of-form ecstasy and the...

MINUTE 12. TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Open eyes...
laugh... caught by vigilant ground-tower while orbiting around
earthy-mind-figure-it-out area... where is key for thinking earth-word
thoughts... hallucinations... no, the thinking game... press COGNITIVE KEY... From
the tenth to twelfth minute the subject sat looking blankly and without motion
at the wall of the room. When contacted he smiled and pressed the COGNITIVE key.

Above head is light bulb covered with scalloped
lightblue shade... circling up to the glowing shade are ribbons of waves...
silent... beckoning... inviting... join the dance... leave your robot... a whole
universe of delightful, aerial choreography awaits... yes join them... suddenly,
like smoke rising from a cigarette, consciousness circled up... swooping
graceful gull-paths up to light source and, soundlessly, through into another
dimension... from the research questionnaire: a description of the level reached
is a prose yoga beyond present attainment... there were billions-of-file-cards,
helical in shape, which, flicked through, confronted me with an endless library
of events, forms, visual perceptions, not abstract but all experiential... a
billion years of coded experience, classified, preserved in brilliant,
pulsating, cool clarity that made ordinary reality seem like an out-of-focus,
tattered, jerky, fluttering of peep-show cards, tawdry and worn... any thought
once thought, instantly came alive and flicked by the shuttered aperture of
consciousness... but at the same time there was no one to observe... I... he...
the one-aware... all humming in electronic, technicolor SEE! vision for one who
has been centuries blind...

MINUTE 14. TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Oh, where are
we now?... oh listen, here's where we are... once there was a glowing electric
dot, a flash reflected from the heart of a cut diamond which, oh there, now,
caught the light of sun flame and glittered... sudden flash in pre-cambrian
mud... the dot stirs and quivers with
tremble-strain-exultant-singing-throbbing-shuddering twist upwards and a serpent
began to writhe up and through the soft, warm silt... tiny, the size of a
virus... growing... the enormous length of a microscopic bacillus... flowing
exultantly, always singing the Hindu flute-song... always bursting out,
enfoliating... now the size of the moss root, churning through
fibred-cunt-mattress-moist-spasm churning... growing... growing... ever
exfoliating its own vision... always blind except for the forward point of
light-eye... now belts of serpent skin, mosaic-jeweled rhythmically jerking,
snake-wise forward... now the size of a tree-trunk, gnarled and horny with the
sperm-sap moving within... now swelling, tumescent into mississippi flood of
tissue writhing... pink, silt current of singing fire... now circling globe,
squeezing green salt oceans and jagged brown-shale mountains with constrictor
grasp... serpent flowing blindly, now a billion-mile endless electric-cord
vertebrated writhing cobra singing Hindu flute-song... penis head throbbing...
plunged into all smells, all color tapestry of tissue... blind writhing, circled
tumescent serpent blind, blind, blind, except for the one jeweled eye through
which, for one frame's flickered second each cell in the advancing parade is
permitted that one moment face-to-face, eyeball to solar flame insight into the
past future...

TIM, TIM, WHERE ARE YOU NOW? La Guardia tower
repeats request for contact with the ship lost out of radar scope... where?... I
am eye of the great snake... a fold of serpent skin, radiating trapezoidal
inquiry swims into focus... register conscious content... where are you?...
here... INTERNAL HALLUCINATIONS. From minute twelve to fourteen the subject
sat silent with eyes closed. When contacted he failed to respond and after
thirty seconds was contacted again. He then pressed EXTERNAL HALLUCINATION key.

The session continued with two minute
interruptions until the twentieth minute in the same pattern: timeless flights
into hallucinatory or pure energy vibration fields with sudden contractions to
reality in response to the observer's questions.

The session report filled out the next day
contained the following comments about this method of session programming.

This session suggested some solutions about the
problem of communicating during psychedelic experiences. The person "up
there" is being whirled through experiences which spin by so rapidly and
contain structural content so different from our familiar macroscopic forms that
he cannot possibly describe where he is or what he is experiencing. Consider the
analogy to the pilot of a plane who has lost his bearings who is talking by
radio to La Guardia tower. The pilot is experiencing many events -- he can
describe the cloud formations, lightning flashes, the etching of ice on the
plane window -- but none of this makes any sense to the tower technicians who
are attempting to plot his course in the three-dimensional language of
navigation to plot his course in the three-dimensional language of navigation.
The person "up there" cannot provide the categories. The ground
control personnel must radio them "up." 'Cessna 64 Bravo, our radar
scopes show you are fifteen miles southwest of International Airport. The red
glow you see is the reflection of Manhattan. To head on a course for Boston you
must change your course to 57 degrees and maintain an altitude of 5500.'

But the language of psychology is not
sophisticated enough to provide such paramters. Nor are there experiential
compasses to determine direction.

What we can do, at this point, is to set up
"flight plans." The subject can work out, before the session, the
areas of experience he wishes to engage; and he can plan the temporal sequence
of his visionary voyage. He will not be able, during the flight to tell
"ground control" where he is, but ground control can contact him and
tell him where to proceed. Thus, during this session, when Ralph asked, WHERE
ARE YOU NOW?, I could not respond. I had to descend, slow up the flow of
experience and then tell him where I ended up.

When the contact question came I would be
hurtling through other galaxies. In order to respond, I had to stop my free
rocketing, tumbling flight, return near the earth and say: "I am over New
Haven."

This session was a continual, serial
"come-down." I repeatedly had to stop the flow in order to respond. My
cortex was receiving hundreds of impulses a second, but in order to respond to
ground control's questions I had to grind the ship to a slow stall to say, at
that moment. "I am here."

This session suggests that a more efficient way
to chart psychedelic experiences would be to: 1) memorize the keyboard of the
experiential typewriter so that communication down to ground control could be
automatic, and 2) plan the flight in such a way that the ground control would
not ask unanswerable questions -- "Where am I indeed!" but would tell
the subject where to go. Then the communication task of the voyager would be to
indicate if he were on course, i.e., that he was or was not following the flight
instructions radioed up by ground control.

Ground control should send up stimuli.
Suggestivity is wide open. La Guardia tower directs the flight.

DID YOU LEARN ANYTHING OF VALUE FROM THIS
SESSION? IF SO, PLEASE SPECIFY: "Session was of great value. I am clearly
and strongly motivated to work out methods of ground control and planned
flights."

APPROXIMATELY HOW MUCH OF THE SESSION (IN % OF
TIME) WAS SPENT IN EACH OF THE FOLLOWING AREAS?

  1. INTERPERSONAL GAMES - 10% (fondness for
    observers)

  2. EXPLORING OR DISCOVERING SELF, OR SELF GAMES -
    0%

  3. OTHER GAMES (SOCIAL, INTELLECTUAL, RELIGIOUS)
    - 70% (intellectual, struggling with problem of communication)

  4. NON-GAME TRANSCENDENCE - 20% (continually by
    questions)

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