In Amsterdam after ew experiences wih weed I finally understood (hearing it is for concentration or creativity does not help, you must use it if you want real understanding) how marijuana works.

It just amplifies our senses (impulses in our neurons). That's it.

And it means: when you think something under marijuana, it becomes "reality". You7 may go through various types of fears, worries, even panic attacks, and they are real for you, real as this computer screen before your nose. Interesting point is YOU THINK IT IS REAL.

Weed amplify all your BELIEFS (thoughs), and they appear real. Weed MAKES "what you belief is what you get". In other words, what you think under weed is what you get.

For example, one of my (and Ieva's) panic attacks was when I saw a TV a nd suddenly we saw how TV channel was changed. We thought who have done that and how, how someone may watch us, etc. Then it happened again and again. Lot of fear :) Then some "thinking job" and after five minutes I've told, "damn, it's same channel, it just next commercial appearing as "someone clicks TV channels"". Similar things were in all experiences

Weed shows how your irrational (or rational) thought amplified appears REALITY for you.

In other words marijuana proves my "what you believe or think is what you get".

What we can derive from it? A lot, we now (btw, and before same postulate I had set) know that relaxation can amplify our senses and then we can reprogram our neuroimpulses (see article under that title).

Example of positive ation from same night, same experience. Walking in the room I've suddenly understood that I can move the room downward and upward. Of course, room was still there, horizontal, just I saw how my belief is making my own reality. It was real for me, but I knew it is only real for someone who believes in that. So I've decided to prove is my belief working. I've made a room go downward and I let myself to tumble down. And it appeared real (for Ieva) on HORIZONTAL place that I am running down. My feet acted like I am running down from a high mountain, they believed so, they obeyed MY BELIEF.

So, it was a good revelation.