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Heart attack bounces back

Submitted by tadas on Tue, 03/15/2005 - 20:40.

Yesterday night got a strong heart attack (note another one few years ago when survived using wanting-it technology). Entire day was full of pain :) Today is better.

Interesting point on this that made it for myself. 7-8 hours before I wanted to kill one bitch cause of she torture animals. Created so strong will of heart attack...

And it bounced back, hehe :)

This assumes few lessons I did knew long before.

1. Evil will is easiest, but in core you do not want produce an evil and you bounce that back. It's why sometimes seeking power is easy to be seduced in an easy way.

2. Everything is controlled by pure will (responsibility). (WSense of wll IS same as sense of responsibility). Stronger will you will feel about something, stronger are results.

It is maybe why so called "good people" have poor lifes. They are too weak to produce a change (good or bad).

It's why some people or so called "bad people" induce fear, or those who induce fear are called "bad people". Because they are strong.

It's why some rich people are bad, because their will is too strong for someone to handle. I don't talk ethics yet. Some people just look bad because they are strong, and some peoiple who look bad are bad.

Will is a CAUSE for A, B and C in your life. If your life isn't good, you do not use your will.

That's it.

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heart attacks

Submitted by Lula on Wed, 03/23/2005 - 21:16.
Heart attack...the term is interesting. I've always just thought of it in the clogged artery, pain and death variety. There is that, of course, but there are other kinds of heart attacks. I've had many. Suffered a lot. I've come to the place of "live and let live" or "don't worry, be happy." It's a good place. My husband is very different. He is Judge; always able to see what is wrong with something or someone. He is analytical; always able to identify the problem and what will solve it. He wants to control, to fix things. Maybe the world needs both kinds of people. And maybe the world looks at the two of us and thinks that he is strong and I am weak. All I know for sure is I am much happier with life in general than he is.
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Great :)

Submitted by tadas on Wed, 03/16/2005 - 18:06.
Great :)
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Free your mind

Submitted by kim on Wed, 03/16/2005 - 17:17.

Being strong in the wrong context/surroundings can generate fear which in turn may bounce back on the strong person, making him/her more strong or possibly taking down a bit energy.

Being weaker with strong ones easily makes the strong ones impose their burden upon the weaker since the weaker doesn't define the territory, or submits the territory to the stronger one. Sometimes a brawl between the two is necessary to let the 'weaker' change the position into a strong one. A reason to this can be the strong ones fear of the weaker one changing into a stronger one (and no longer exploitable).

When 'attacking'(non-acceptance) psychologically(emotions, logic, etc.) it seems to trap one into the law which you made the attack with. If you hate someone with black clothes -> you hate yourself with black clothes(very poor example). Anyway the point is that in the context you judge the other person, when using the same IT yourself in another context, you judge yourself. When you do not accept from within what you see/hear/feel you create a 'block' inside, which in turn comes up again when you experience something which acts like a pointer to the previous experience. Then you feel the samekind of 'drain'.

The lesson of all this?

- Throw out all beliefs, rules, and accept everything(deattachment)
- One definition of love could be acceptance
- BE F R E E ! Think for yourself. Make your yearly spring cleaning and throw out all garbage from your mind ;)
- Don't worry, be happy! There are people working 24/7 on this around the globe. Everyone will get the chance to feel and experience it within 7 years.

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